So John's gone until possibly late -- I'm definitely on my own for lunch and dinner, at least... and I'm planning to go to bed around 10-ish since I'm getting up early and will be gone all/most of the day tomorrow...

It's not really anything new to have the next 8 hours to myself... but does feel different this time.

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I dreamed last night about being held by someone... I think it started out as C, and then the dream shifted so that it was some guy I met in the dream... I had seriously disliked him at first, but liked him more as I got to know him better, enough that I was comfortable cuddling with him... he made some comment like, "Your boyfriend is a lucky man" and I responded, "Which one?"